Nikki--Hime

I often think Why don't I have someone who loves me But if I think again There are enough people But every time I act as if they're not good enough I always back off I wonder why They start to like me And then I don't like them any more Am I too scared Am I afraid to get hurt I don't know But now that I am starting to like you I am wondering what will happen Will it turn out just the way it always does Or will it be different this time Or will you just not like me back

You were my number one guy friend My second pair of ears And my second pair of eyes You were my number one guy friend We always talked to each other And always listened to each other You were my number one guy friend We walked home together And we walked in school together You were my number one guy friend People thought we were lovers And we knew we were just friends You were my number one guy friend But everything has changed Just for me it has changed You were my number one guy friend But now that you have found someone else I will never find someone else

Things have changed again. Last week has been so much fun. I made new friends but forgot about my old ones. Now I'm back in my old life.. I need to turn back to real life. Last week has been a dream, it's like it never happened. But it has, I still know that. If there weren't any photographs to proof it, I wouldn't have known for sure. The people I met a few weeks ago, are so far away now. Everytime when I'm close with new people for some time, old memories are starting to disappear. I know I have to get back to my old life, but I don't know how to. I knew that life would get back to normal someday. But I didn't know it was going to be this

Everybody is moving on Leaving me behind I'm feeling cold I'm feeling alone Since there is no friendship Nobody can hurt me I don't need them I don't need anybody Pretending there is nothing wrong Walking with a mask on my face No one will notice No one will see

A sad little girl Hiding for the fight In the shadow In a small corner Looking outside the window Gazing at the stars Not listening to anything Leaving her home behind Dreaming of the sky Not afraid of the dark The stars will guide her Through shadow To the edge of night Mist and shadow All shall fade

The time passes by And I never knew Never accepted That I can’t live without you The time that is left I want to climb As high as I can I move forward to the end of time

The streets are empty No one around Not a cat passing by Not a single sound When I gaze into the streets I feel a wind passing by I could only see the stars Shining in the empty night

Happiness can be found Even in the darkest times But when you’re around No one can stop me I’ll light up the sky So there will be happiness The light came up high And no one will be alone